jap, nak fikir.
........
hm.
ada kawan, kawan belot aku.
ada teman, teman kapor barang2 aku.
ada sahabat, rupanya pengkhianat.
bila aku buat baik ngn orang, kata aku ada makna.
bila aku jadi pretender, suma suh aku jadi diri sendiri.
bila aku jadi diri sendiri, suma cakap aku macam babi.
babi sangat ke aku ni?
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Another lame post. Well, feel free to read.
Wow, it’s been awhile.
I must say that these past few.. weeks, there’s nothing much happened.
Apart from getting used to what do we reckon as ‘living as a normal person in a normal life’, well damn yes it was pretty boring. As if boredom rhymes well with my middle name. (Literally I do have a middle name. Pssh). Oh yeah, I did went to Shah Alam, lepaking with my friends, and that was an AWESOME weekend. Thanks, beaches! :) Other than that, well.. pfft.
Not that I’m being ungrateful over my normal life, but living in a boring life is a different thing. And SURVIVING in a boring life is another.
Life itself’s kinda like shifty doors. You’ll never expect that it’ll swing open on left while you were dodging right. A pandora’s box, that you can fill anything as much as you can in, yet it stays as what it is.
Likewise any other 22 years old mere Malay dude (well, going-to-be this year), I’m hoping for something better this year. Lame and pathetically abused by my own deeds. Ahh, wish I could just burn away all those years.
What more can I ask for? Currently living in the most notorious, condensed, dirrrrtiest part of Klang Valley called Selayang (near the Pasar Besar), where you can enjoy the scent of rotten sour garbage and flattened mice on the road, every single day. And oh, not to mention, I’m STILL single. Aha. That could be the best part of it.
Still, I felt like I’m missing out the best in life. STILL. Why eh?
Well, the definite answer is: idk.
Thank you for reading this stupid post tho. :)
I must say that these past few.. weeks, there’s nothing much happened.
Apart from getting used to what do we reckon as ‘living as a normal person in a normal life’, well damn yes it was pretty boring. As if boredom rhymes well with my middle name. (Literally I do have a middle name. Pssh). Oh yeah, I did went to Shah Alam, lepaking with my friends, and that was an AWESOME weekend. Thanks, beaches! :) Other than that, well.. pfft.
Not that I’m being ungrateful over my normal life, but living in a boring life is a different thing. And SURVIVING in a boring life is another.
Life itself’s kinda like shifty doors. You’ll never expect that it’ll swing open on left while you were dodging right. A pandora’s box, that you can fill anything as much as you can in, yet it stays as what it is.
Likewise any other 22 years old mere Malay dude (well, going-to-be this year), I’m hoping for something better this year. Lame and pathetically abused by my own deeds. Ahh, wish I could just burn away all those years.
What more can I ask for? Currently living in the most notorious, condensed, dirrrrtiest part of Klang Valley called Selayang (near the Pasar Besar), where you can enjoy the scent of rotten sour garbage and flattened mice on the road, every single day. And oh, not to mention, I’m STILL single. Aha. That could be the best part of it.
Still, I felt like I’m missing out the best in life. STILL. Why eh?
Well, the definite answer is: idk.
Thank you for reading this stupid post tho. :)
Sunday, February 1, 2009
mati hidup kembali. :)
En. Loque himself has sent me this vid thru facebook yesterday.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gbte1gEde-4
now i'm not really sure whether you guys would approve this, but i must say, this is THE vid. really do. even the song itself, i can guarantee you, it is one of the finest from BUTTERFINGERS. lyrically, and musically genius.
as if lagu ni sebijik2 kena kat batang hidung aku sendiri. really. well, maybe you could give it a try. who knows, mungkin terkena kat batang hidung korang pulak? :)
"Jalan raya terlampau sunyi
Untuk ku terus bermimpi
Mataku belum mengantuk lagi
Bawa ke mana sahaja kupergi
Tunjukkan ku bulan gerhana
Tiada siapa nak kujumpa
Benda yang tiada kusangka ada
Tak mengapa oh tak mengapa
Malam semalam gundah gulana
Hari ini hari mulia
Tak pernah daku rasa begini
Seperti mati hidup kembali
Bawakan kuhilang dari ingatan
Hari ini sehingga esok
Tak pernah daku rasa begini
Seperti mati hidup kembali
Angkasa penuh dengan berlian
Kucapai sebelah tangan
Sebalik awan ada cahaya
Bercahayalah selamanya
Daku tertawa seorang diri
Darah yang mengalir terhenti
Fikiranku melayang-layang
Tiada siapa yang perasan"
life itself is a metaphore isnnit?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gbte1gEde-4
now i'm not really sure whether you guys would approve this, but i must say, this is THE vid. really do. even the song itself, i can guarantee you, it is one of the finest from BUTTERFINGERS. lyrically, and musically genius.
as if lagu ni sebijik2 kena kat batang hidung aku sendiri. really. well, maybe you could give it a try. who knows, mungkin terkena kat batang hidung korang pulak? :)
"Jalan raya terlampau sunyi
Untuk ku terus bermimpi
Mataku belum mengantuk lagi
Bawa ke mana sahaja kupergi
Tunjukkan ku bulan gerhana
Tiada siapa nak kujumpa
Benda yang tiada kusangka ada
Tak mengapa oh tak mengapa
Malam semalam gundah gulana
Hari ini hari mulia
Tak pernah daku rasa begini
Seperti mati hidup kembali
Bawakan kuhilang dari ingatan
Hari ini sehingga esok
Tak pernah daku rasa begini
Seperti mati hidup kembali
Angkasa penuh dengan berlian
Kucapai sebelah tangan
Sebalik awan ada cahaya
Bercahayalah selamanya
Daku tertawa seorang diri
Darah yang mengalir terhenti
Fikiranku melayang-layang
Tiada siapa yang perasan"
life itself is a metaphore isnnit?
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