Raaayaaaa Datang Lagii. (Sila guna tona iklan Tora)

Rabak.. rabak lagi bulan ni.

Tapi, itu lah. Kadang² ada expenditure yang kita takkan jangka, tapi mmg terpaksa keluarkan duit untuk benda² yang kalau boleh, TAKNAK.

Contohnye? Baru je lepas membeli sekeping monitor 22" yang okay lah kot, at least boleh nampak lubang hidung muka² user² kat facebook tu. (Gila pelik, stalk lubang hidung orang) Sebab monitor yang aku pakai sebelum ni mmg tak ada rupa dah. Blurrrr je terus. Pfft.

Aaaaanyway, baru je bajet nak pakai keta BARU time raya, tp terpaksa postpone sebaba lesen aku lum approve lagi. And plus tiba² dealer tu main tarik serban lak dengan aku.. sebab dia suh aku bayar lagi RM1600± (nampak sgt nak makan, padahal loan aku full approved kot). Takper, karma is a funny thing.

Tapi tah kenapa, aku rasa tahun ni, raya macam lain sikit, most probably lagi seronok kot. Tak tahu apsal. Ppl keep bitching their raya became more boring each year. Gosh, surely you guys don't really know how to indulge youself. *grins*

Cuma, nak raya tu je la, mcm² aku kena plan. Dengan kadar belanjawan yang mengalahkan George Soros ni, adui. Tak tau la. Rasa mcm nak daftar AKPK. (Alasan bagi manusia tak reti manage expenditure mcm aku)

Baju raya tak beli lagi ni. KL dah makin sesak dgn org nak borong segala jenis outfit yang boleh diborong. Last Sunday, aku hampir² tak boleh nak keluar dari town, sebab sesak (itu pun sekitar Maju Junction tau, belum betul² kat Jalan TAR lagi). Gilo. Takpe, Khamis malam kurang skit kot. Orang dah mula balik. Hehe.. hmmm. Kaler apa best ek?

I used to make a manual/digital kad raya, tahun ni tak tahu sempat ke tak. And bagi mereka² yang rajin anto kad raya, tapi sgt jarang aku dapat peluang nak balas (iyeeee.. betul!), mohon ampun bebanyak.

Well, tah mendee tah aku ngarut pepagi ni.

Di sini aku mengambil kesempatan untuk mengucapkan selamat menyambut hari lebaran @ hari-lebai-memakai-serban. Semoga raya anda pada tahun ini sgt best seperti Suzuki Best (dah pupus kapcai jenis tu). Dan kepada mereka² yang ku kenali, mohon ampun dan maaf atas segala kesilapan oleh rakanmu yang hina dina ini (T-T).

Peace!

dessert bite: Kesian kat Abg Rom dan Tommy yang baru² ini ditimpa musibah. Diharap mereka bersabar atas segala ujianNya.

Something is breaking inside. Lolz.

Well, here's a song that I've been stricken to it for few days. Something that really inspires me to.. I don't know. In almost anything.

Up Dharma Down - Sugarcoats & Heartbeats.

What more could you ask for, apart form a song that has a beautiful melody, a definite concrete melancholic lyrics, with good vocals?

Here's a live version of it.

And here are the lyrics:

Under weathered skies we stood our ground

You're my gravity that keeps me sound

But we let these seconds fade, our hands unnamed

And only tears do say the things we want in vain

I've been here before where words do fail

We tried to stay for more to wait for change

But nothing comes around the bend this time

Nothing we can call all mine.

Breathe lies of sugarcoats and heartbeats

Something is breaking inside.

Swwweeeyt.

dessert bite: what a weekend it was, but not in a good way. :(

Yeaaah boy.

My first (i think) post, for Ramadhan. Waddhup people!

Hmm.. sedar² dah masuk hari ke -14. Dang. Besok terawikh pun orang dah start baca qunut. Kejap gile. Alhamdulillah, setakan ni selamat tanpa ada apa² kekantoian. Lolz! How is it going w/u guys?

I can't believe/imagine/think of whatever happened to me these past few weeks. Gosh. Macam² benda. Best dan tak best, belakang cerita. But to be exact - a LOT. I got my first "recording" job (yeah people, i do know how to click on that roundish red button called "Rec" and get the shizzle on), got few deals, been around, got myself a.. uhm.. driving license. LEGALLY, that's the most important part. Woi, fair enough la, i got it by MYSELF, okay? Ramai je kengkawan aku pau duit parents nak buat lesen.. haha. Kan? Oops. :p

Hmm.. looking back past these years, kekadang aku boleh senyum sensorang. Bila flash back balik, (probably after SPM, cuz i think that was when my actual journey to the 'real' life began) mcmana aku enrolled kat kampus di Kuantan, been around, found someone, broke up with someone, jatuh, bangun, jatuh balik, merangkak.. gosh. And how I ventured myself to the new world called "entertainment/showbiz", where i met tonnes of faces. Backstabbers, liars, pricks, counterfeits, dan ramai lagi.

But in the end, where i'd sum it all up, it was worth the journey.

I mean, when i take a look around, tgk balik apa yang aku ada sekarang ni, gosh, i can't believe i made it. Apa yang aku ada setakat ni, Alhamdulillah. Semua (or mostly), atas usaha aku sendiri, dan aku bangga. :) I got a place to stay, things to wear, i fed myself, afford to give some to my mum every month without failure, got wheels, wy own workstation, everything... alhamdulillah.

Well, my very point is that, no matter how hard/how depressed you are with your life now, somehow someday when you least expecting it, it will eventually pays.

And recently, i got myself a new haircut as well. Lolz. Lepas telinga aku hampir gugur dengan ayat² sinikal orang² sekeliling. Jeles sebab rambut aku panjang cantik mengurai. Haaha! Konon² nak try style Dave Grohl zaman One By One, maka ini hasilnya:

saje post kecik². haha!

Bughuk! But i felt good, so, cock it! :D

Yeah. Well, thats it for now. :) Stay tuned!

dessert bite: dah bayar zakat fitrah lum?