lost transaction.

in dealing with complications,
over uncertain things:

we tend to push the wrong button.

ticking the wrong box.

blowing the wrong trumpet.

or even awkwardly walking on the wrong path.

in blindness, folded with fear and past mistakes,
striking an option whislt we already knew the consequences.

or maybe,
it's fear that drives us away from the unforseens.

we mourn over unwanted things,
also for things that we are unable to achieve.

we bitch about yesterdays,
worrying about what might happen on tomorrows.
and in between,
we got lost.

definitely lost.

then we start to lose things.
this things, things, and things.
whilst your thoughts start to wonder,
"so what is left now?"

and now,
i.am.lost.